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MOONCYCLE CEREMONIES / FULL MOON IN CAPRICORN

6/20/2024

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MOONCYCLE CEREMONIES 
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FULL MOON IN CAPRICORN 
Sat 22nd June 2 A.M GMT ​

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 Silver of the Moon 
Union, Completion, The Embodied Manifestation of the Magikalchild, 
The Alchemical Wedding, Tribal Power, Community & Unity. 
 
Dark Side of the Moon 
Deception, Fragmentation, The Shattered Vision, Unbalanced Dark Fascistic Tendencies, Enabling & Manifestation of a Dark Bundle. 
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Insights 
With this full moon in capricorn, occurring at the same time as summer solstice in cancer, this heralds to be an extremely powerful full moon of opposites, in either union or disruption. 
The magikal work that we generated at the new moon in gemini will now resolve into the full embodiment of the Magikalchild. If the work has been done correctly over the past 2 weeks, to resolve and face any imbalances within the psyche, then a great union of opposites will occur, and blossom into the Alchemical Fusion of the Magikalchild. 
If, however, denial has won the day and control and manipulative lies have won out, then be prepared for a rude awaking around the time of this full moon. Bringing,instead of union, an even deeper schism, and a dark bundle will be formulated in the unconscious, that could bear its blackened fruits for possibly many years to come. 
 I would highly recommend that before any spell work is done on the Full Moon, if you need to in any way make amends to any of the people within your close circle, you should do so and in turn try your best to reconcile any, and all differences, if at all possible. Then realign into a united vision and focus on the future with them. 
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 Spell & Remedy 
 
Find a quiet and private space out in nature, preferably, whatever you would consider to be a sacred site, or place. Then make an Invocation to our Lord & Lady, God & Goddess and enter full communion with them, through either, song, dance, sex , love etc, any form of sensual thanksgiving. 
 
Below is a possible suggestion, utilizing the power of poetic trance and evocative spell casting. 
 
Capricorn is depicted as a goat or sea-goat and is the sign in which the Moon sits on this full moon.  In Greek Mythology he is the God Pan, who rules over forests and woodlands, flocks and shepherds. He is the Lord and protector of nature's secret inner garden. 
 
Pan was placed in the sky by Zeus in gratitude for coming to the gods rescue on several occasions. During the war with the Titans, Pan helped scare them away by blowing his conch shell. Later, he warned the gods that Typhon, a monster sent by Gaia to fight them, was approaching whom he suggested that the gods disguise themselves as animals until the danger passed. Pan eluded the monster himself by jumping into the ocean and turning the lower part of his body into that of a fish.  
Zeus eventually was able to strike down the Typhon with his thunderbolts and in gratitude to Pan, now part goat, part fish, placed him into the night sky as the constellation Capricornus. 
 
Find a secluded place in nature, make any simple offering to the earth herself and then when ready incant the two poems below and enter into communion with both Pan and the Divine Goddess in deep recognition that it is you who are their Magikalchild and emissary upon this earth. 
 
 
Hymn to Pan 
By John Keats (1795–1821} 
O THOU, whose mighty palace roof doth hang  
From jagged trunks, and overshadoweth  
Eternal whispers, glooms, the birth, life, death  
Of unseen flowers in heavy peacefulness;  
Who lov’st to see the hamadryads dress          
Their ruffled locks where meeting hazels darken;  
And through whole solemn hours dost sit, and hearken  
The dreary melody of bedded reeds--  
In desolate places, where dank moisture breeds  
The pipy hemlock to strange overgrowth;          
Bethinking thee, how melancholy loth  
Thou wast to lose fair Syrinx—do thou now,  
By thy love’s milky brow!  
By all the trembling mazes that she ran,  
Hear us, great Pan!          
  
  O thou, for whose soul-soothing quiet, turtles  
Passion their voices cooingly ’mong myrtles,  
What time thou wanderest at eventide  
Through sunny meadows, that outskirt the side  
Of thine enmossed realms: O thou, to whom          
Broad leaved fig trees even now foredoom  
Their ripen’d fruitage; yellow girted bees  
Their golden honeycombs; our village leas  
Their fairest-blossom’d beans and poppied corn;  
The chuckling linnet its five young unborn,          
To sing for thee; low creeping strawberries  
Their summer coolness; pent up butterflies  
Their freckled wings; yea, the fresh budding year  
All its completions—be quickly near,  
By every wind that nods the mountain pine,          
O forester divine!  
  
  Thou, to whom every fawn and satyr flies  
For willing service; whether to surprise  
The squatted hare while in half sleeping fit;  
Or upward ragged precipices flit       
To save poor lambkins from the eagle’s maw;  
Or by mysterious enticement draw  
Bewildered shepherds to their path again;  
Or to tread breathless round the frothy main  
And gather up all fancifullest shells         
For thee to tumble into Naiads’ cells,  
And, being hidden, laugh at their out-peeping;  
Or to delight thee with fantastic leaping,  
The while they pelt each other on the crown  
With silvery oak apples, and fir cones brown--          
By all the echoes that about thee ring,  
Hear us, O satyr king!  
  
  O Hearkener to the loud clapping shears,  
While ever and anon to his shorn peers  
A ram goes bleating: Winder of the horn,          
When snouted wild-boars routing tender corn  
Anger our huntsman: Breather round our farms,  
To keep off mildews, and all weather harms:  
Strange ministrant of undescribed sounds,  
That come a swooning over hollow grounds,          
And wither drearily on barren moors:  
Dread opener of the mysterious doors  
Leading to universal knowledge—see,  
Great son of Dryope,  
The many that are come to pay their vows          
With leaves about their brows!  
  
  Be still the unimaginable lodge  
For solitary thinkings; such as dodge  
Conception to the very bourne of heaven,  
Then leave the naked brain: be still the leaven,          
That spreading in this dull and clodded earth  
Gives it a touch ethereal—a new birth:  
Be still a symbol of immensity;  
A firmament reflected in a sea;  
An element filling the space between;          
An unknown—but no more: we humbly screen  
With uplift hands our foreheads, lowly bending,  
And giving out a shout most heaven-rending,  
Conjure thee to receive our humble Pæan,  
Upon thy Mount Lycean!          
 
Oh Great God Pan 
Oh Great God Pan 
Oh Great God Pan 
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When ready and enchanted by Pan himself now call to the Goddess by incanting the poem to the White Goddess 

The White Goddess 
by Robert Graves 
All saints revile her, and all sober men 
Ruled by the God Apollo’s golden mean – 
In scorn of which we sailed to find her 
In distant regions likeliest to hold her 
Whom we desired above all things to know, 
Sister of the mirage and echo. 
It was a virtue not to stay, 
To go our headstrong and heroic way 
Seeking her out at the volcano’s head, 
Among pack ice, or where the track had faded 
Beyond the cavern of the seven sleepers; 
Whose broad high brow was white as any leper’s, 
Whose eyes were blue, with rowan-berry lips, 
With hair curled honey-coloured to white hips. 
The sap of Spring in the young wood a-stir 
Will celebrate with green the Mother, 
and every song-bird shout awhile for her; 
But we are gifted, even in November 
Rawest of seasons, with so huge a sense 
Of her nakedly worn magnificence 
We forget cruelty and past betrayal, 
Heedless of where the next bright bolt may fall. 
 
When She rides in on the magical summer breeze enter communion with her divine presence and through an act of love, give forth your thanksgiving, duty and veneration. 

​BLESSINGS FROM THE HOUSE OF SHAMAGIKA 


​WORDZ; Y.ZSIGO
ART; ADAM INDIGO

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SOUL OF SATYR

11/25/2023

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​SOUL OF SATYR

I would come blushing, shy at the sight
To all those that witnessed the morning.

Was there by the old stone, the dawning twilight
The pipes played to herald his calling.

I'd wandered through barley and fields made of honey
My feet slow from thorns in the hedgerow.

Id tangled my words to a sound so absurd
Trod a path only harlots and fools know.

Then, out from the green, a sight so obscene 
As to dazzle my mind with its thrust.

With a phallus so huge, so extraordinary rude
 Dressed in daisies and dew drops of lust.

Such a sight to behold , so incredibly bold
In panic, I feel from my perch.

And dropped to the ground with my head ringing loud
Regaining my gaze with a lurch.

Such an awkward young man, before the Great God Pan
All tangled and twisted of fate

Full of shame and illusions, riddles, confusions
Lost in muddles of puddles, irrate.

I screamed at his presence, despising his essence
This is your fault, for you are to blame.

For all of my blunders and love torn asunder
You tricked us all with your masterful games.

'Whom me' he said smiling, so sly and beguiling
His laughter like hail stones and tears.

'I simply was summoned, from beyond the old mound
I've been waiting for hundreds of years.'

'What do you mean' i screamed louder, all puff and all powder
It was magic and wonder id claimed.

Not torture, nightmares, deceit, and affairs
That made me and my love both insane.

It was wonder and wit, the flame that was lit
When we fastened our hands by this rock

We swore to be true, as we sipped morning dew
Not this poison of mighty hemlock

Now all stands in tatters, broken and battered
Like lightning, it's struck with a flame.

What had we done to hurt you, twist you, disturb you
Did we ever say your name in vain?

'Of course not,' he shouted with lips wide and pouted.
'It was you who claimed magic and love.'

'So I put you to the test, to see who's the best
If the crow could lay down with the dove.'

For isn't love bitter as tea made from mud
The sky blue, the earth mottled brown.

And isn't it true, if only you knew
That the moon shines as night gathers round

And what of the moth and you with your cough
Both purging the sickness within.

Of plagues on this earth, a new child's birth
Defeated, for someone must win.

And you, with your coins, the fruit of your loins
While others alone, left and starving.

In your new pair of shoes, you danced with the muse
And the beggar you blessed just a farthing.

The pain and the pleasure they both live together
In the house called the dream of your life

And isn't it better to love, then to hate her
yet still be called husband and wife.

All the secrets you've hidden and all your good riddance
Like a seed that will one day take over.

The holly and ivy that bound you together
With the luck of this four-leaf clover.

So this riddle and rhyme we play throughout time
Is not split like a pea from a pod.

There is not only heaven but hell on this earth
 A devil whom some say a god.

For i am the ALL. the Master and Fool
I'm the lie and the truth that's within.

The madman and wizard, the blessing and blizzard
The scapegoat and pauperus king.

Who abides in the gutter amongst all the clutter
As the whores drown, with their bottles of gin

And try as they might to drown out the night
And disguise with a mask what's within.

I'm the fly on the wall that stands ten feet tall
And laughs at the games that you play.

When you claim to be light but are owned by the night,
Can't you see that it's all just the same?

So don't blame me for your choices, the incessant voices
That heckle you trapped in this cage.

It was you that fell over the white cliffs of Dover
And broke all the blessings i gave.

'But fear not', he said laughing. 'Here's some clothes to look daft in'.
'For everything is but a game.'

'You cannot castrate me, i care not if you hate me
As I tickle the hand, you call fate.'

'So lay down beside me, forget all your worries
and remember that we are the same.'

'Both love and lover, sister and brother
Both sides of a coin with no name.'

No sooner he'd spoken, the spell had been broken
As I lay at the foot of the rock.

Had I been but dreaming this mysterious weaving
Still alarmed from the size of his cock.

I too laughed and giggled, fidgeted, and wiggled
At how profane and yet holy he is.

Soul of Satyr i am, all father, all Pan
Lost and found in a life that is His.

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Ode to Herne written & read by Yanu Zsigo

1/13/2023

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Hymn to Pan by John Keats (1795–1821} read by Yanu Zsigo

12/28/2022

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Pans Garden / The Great Beast

12/27/2022

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 Pans Garden / The Great Beast 

​' It was the strangest thing, I've never really recovered from it, i still cant think straight. Somethings changed, i cant return, im not the same as i was before. Its like the gap between my eyes cracked open and now i can see all thats hidden and seething beyond this realm.
Its like perpetual orgasm, like the earth is lusting itself into existence, with fertile virility and violent exuberance. Like a great beast had torn me with tooth and claw through blood and bone, for me only to realize i am both hunter and hunted, pursuer and prey, in love with the thrill of the chase, the quest of the great conqueror
I can never come back now, ive seen beyond these thinly veiled borders and i can never unsee the beauteous gaze of this the Great Beast '
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JUDAS BLADE

10/15/2022

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JUDAS BLADE

Christ arose through the floor, his head bleeding profusely
from the tiled fragments tearing through his skin.

He took the loaf of bread that floated before him and broke
off a large chunk, slowly dipping it in the red crimson.

Placing it firmly upon my tongue he said
'This is my body , this is my blood, eat of me'

The sound of hyenas yelping from an invisible memory
​that i imagined lay below me.

​I whispered

'You are the blooded king. lord of the world, maker of man and miracles.'

He whimpered, trembling, pleading to me,

'Give me your children, place them in front of me i am their saviour i am their salvation'

Swiftly i pulled the Judas blade from its black leather holster and screamed
' Never '

I stabbed sharply pinning his praying hands together,
Pulled on the golden threads of Ariadne and bound them tight.

His tearing eyes pleaded with me just like in the garden of Gethsemane.

'Without us there is no crucifixion, without us there is no continuation from
Gabriel s lying lips.'

'No crusades, no burning's or cremations of the Midnight's Ancestry
Without us there are no more emanations.'

​Stretching his skin upon the mantle i tore at this abomination.
The great deceiver disguised as our Saviour now welcomed to this pagan alter.

Flowers materialized suspended in the air slowly undulating dripping holy water

The wise ones descended from heaven robed in knowledge and wisdom.
Their song so sublime as to tame gladiatorial lions

The faceless ones born from eternity here to take their place amongst legends
'We are the council of fire, the winged emissaries of Arden, here to shake the four quarters.'

As they spoke all in one voice together the shattered floor opened wider
and below us hung a dark menacing ocean

One last kiss, one final promise one last confession

The world is over we have conquered the last sin

The final thrust, the last kill, the final surrender
Touched by this the Judas blade

​Now to have its glorious day, as the wheel breaks
and together we die as each other.
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​Wordz Y.Zsigo
Art Christopher Williams
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A WORLD FULL OF WONDERS

7/5/2022

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​A WORLD FULL OF WONDERS

We don't want to work for money but for love alone
For compassion’s sake and life's budding expression
To implore great forces to come dine with us
And banquet at a great table of our own design

Where artists and muses will gather together
Frolicking and fucking parading their pleasures
Under an arbour of grapevines blossoming
In the city square where time stands still 

All the towns folk will come and be shocked
Commanding their young to cover their innocence
Yet entertained, and inspired, to dance with the piper
Who calls them amongst us to abandon their reason

Emptying their pockets of hard-earned belongings
As we thrill them with the delight of strange pleasures
Otherwise unknown and new to their tasting
That loosens the buckles and bracelets

And we will undress before them as poetic heathens
And dance with the snake of the sunlit night
To call forth the twilight and the promise of Eden
To seduce them unto second sight

And for one brief moment all pain will avail us
All suffering will pass before their very eyes
Once again to return home through the veil
To Arcadia with nymph and satyr we will delight

So give me your gold and all that you own
For am i never to toil and work again
But instead to weave splendours with those that remember
Not yet dead but awake in a world full of wonders
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I WEAR THE CROWN

5/3/2022

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I WEAR THE CROWN

I own your head

Have stolen your crown

You broke the seal

With the hammer of ignorance

Crushed the blossoming flower

I am the Seed Stealer

The Horned Gatekeeper

Gravity pulled us down

Down to the ground

Down through the fire

To the Halls of the Great Mother

Dragged screaming

Now to meet your maker

Midnights dreaming

Fear haunts you like a demon

It distorts everything

In its  gripping power

Surrounds you in a cloak of chaos

That makes the unreal real

And you 

Lies greatest believer

I am the one come as shadow

The Dark Liberator

The Crown Stealer

That polishes gold

And mounts your head

Cracking the poisonous skull

Drinking its blood

She comes black and grotesque

With skulls on her neck

Sufferings Queen

The Dark Destroyer

Blades drawn

To cut off your head

Loves Purifier

With eyes that roll 

In the back of her head

She feeds on desire

The Great Annihilator

That drinks from your lying lips

Wraps her snakes around your neck

And pulls her victim in

Each of us a length of string

That at the appointed hour

Is feasted upon and reeled in

I am Her Progenitor

Her Consort

Her Lover

Who baths in excstacy

Worshipping at her feet

The Crowned Emperor

The All Father

The one that breaths destiny

The illusions shattered grin

That bows its head before me

To finally

Come home 

Once again

It is me

With the keys

To both past and future

 Until you are clean

Illuminated and redeemed

I wear the Crown

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CALLIOPE

12/5/2021

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The Banished Language
CALLIOPE

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The Lover

10/22/2019

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Imagine God / Goddess as the Other, the Objective, as the opposite sex and you, as yourself the subjective.
That the search for Union with the Divine is no different than your search for communion with your Lover, your Beloved.
Now consider your awareness as YOU and everything your experiencing right now, no matter what it is through your awareness, what appears as external as the Divine Lover / The God / Goddess.
The witness and the witnessed... Got it ?

Ok !

Now read this short poem whilst listening to the music here on youtube by Dhaffer Youseff, Read it over like a poetic prayer until ..... !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vpQ4EBs8yA

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The Lover

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As i awake so you await me
Today friend or enemy
We love so we hate
You make me
We are together
In violent rapture
Torn from each other
Stitched back together
Seeking constantly
The Lover

There’s no escape
From love’s torture
Only the persistent flower
The one that never withers
But blossoms in winter
Petals gentle that flicker
Once plucked are poison
With possessions passions
Becomes heartache
And longing for
The Lover

But i am here with you
Holding your heart
The hermits lantern
Shining in the dark
Allow me to embrace you
To steal from you
All that would tempt you
To believe you are alone
You are not
For i am with you

You are not
For i am with you

You are not
For i am with you

I love you
The Lover

I love you
My Lover

I love you
Be Loved

I love you
Be Love

I Love

Love

Love

Love

Lov.

Lo..

 L ...

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San Lazaro

10/21/2019

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San Lazaro

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By my hands alone
Have i raised you
Yet you forsake me

Poisonous vapor
Poured from your cavernous lips
Clenched on crippled lies

Whore of the night
Your now limp carcass
Perfumed in sugary scents

Devoured by the long tongued snake
Poisoned by its venom
Bound alone forgotten

I who am the sunsets son
Fraught with bruised pestilence
I shall now lay with you

Only to find you unworthy
Of my bright kingdom
Beyond life’s sordid sufferings

My trembling hand now open
Forsakes you to the omens
To the land of hobbling men

No longer knowing
No longer seeing
Just squirming, squeaking, jerking and yelping

I fear not your curses
I am the diseased breath that speaks them
The whisperer that deafens ears

As the vultures circle i return to my kingdom
Lord of the earth
Crowned purple and golden



 'A prayer to some, a curse to the one that speaks them !’


Poem by Y. Zsigo
Image by Pep Bonet





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The Devouring Mother

10/4/2019

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The Devouring Mother

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She has fallen into fire
Now hungrier than ever
Seduced by death’s power

The starving lustful lips
With the swing of her plump hips
From black chalice sips

Nothing is held sacred
The white flesh that lies naked
Her beauty old and faded

A promise once to keep
Blood spilled now at her feet
The scythe cuts the wheat

The words that have been spoken
The gates are ever open
The hearts strings that are broken

Beware the black pilgrim
That swollows her children
And devours her own sin

Who wretches on the hate
That now meets her own fate
Her son’s that lay castrate

Her bloodlust now enraged
Bound and cursed and caged
The war that has been waged

So now to steal her wealth
The books lye on her shelf
For she has hexed herself

And now to eat her own
The good fortune that has flown
All bloated and alone

Then last comes her Mistress
Demanding the last kiss
Returned to the Abyss

So be careful now my babies
Lest you too catch her scabies
From mothers mouths with rabies

When finished with the night
We now turn to the light
And leave them to their plight

So come home to the sun
Where all now comes undone
A New Day has begun....


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Art; Alessandro Sicioldr
Wordz; Yanu Zsigo

‘A prophetic poem for misplayed magick’

​'Everytime read is recast !'

Click on link Idiot Compassion and the Devouring Mother
https://medium.com/@andrewpgsweeny/idiot-compassion-and-the-devouring-mother-3dbe2b1dc688

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The Tears of Pan

3/5/2019

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THE TEARS OF PAN

Trickle drop, trickle drop, trick all drop
Like fishes from rivers that flipety flop

Hickeldy pickledy pickle de plop
Like splashes of water upon the rooftop

When will they when will they when will they stop
Like hands from the frozen grandfather clock

Wiggledy  pigaldy wiiggeldy ploc
The faerys are screaming the worms are in shock

Hex away hex away hex away hop
The wizard is wandering oh where is his flock

Boggledy woggledy boggledly wop
Where is the gremlin that’s hidden my sock

This away that a way this away knock
The door will not open the poison hemlock

Shackety wackerty shackety wok
The  chickens are squawking the cry of the cock

Pita pan pata pan pita pan poc
He cannot stop weeping the garden gates locked !
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Painting 'PAN WITH TEARS' by Linda Lundell
Poetry:Y.Zsigo
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Animist

2/23/2018

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Dying Swans

8/30/2017

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Dying swans

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They are gasping for air retching their last breath
They had gathered to be with us to bring wisdom
Yet you took their beautiful necks and strangled them
Looked into their loving eyes and poisoned them
With twisting hands you stole the golden promise
Choked life from their broken hearts and beaten bodies

I thought you were different not one of them not like all the others
But you became far worse than the innocence killers
More murderous than the greedy simpletons of yesterday
You dressed as a queen in a gown of white feathers
Spoke tongues of angels and whispered togetherness
Forever was the promise you spoke so delicately

They had gathered around us under the willow weeping
Two young girls smiled sweetly as you held me
A naked boy stood as silent as a statue before us
Naivete perfumed the floral setting of our dreams
We were beyond space entwined within time
Together finally like two birds flying into eternity

Your beautiful hand reached out to beckon them closer
As the feathered flock encircled us like priests and priestess
You smiled and they came nearer their fear falling behind them
Come closer come into me i will never hurt you i promise
They believed you in that moment they trusted us
Then you took their necks and shook them violently

One by one they lay jerking and shaking before me
Their divine bodies in spasms like snakes burning
The young cygnets dark eyes pleading with me
Why did you do this why would she lie to us
I turned to you in disbelief but you had disappeared
And all that was left was green grass soaked in black tears
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​Wordz by ‘ Y ‘ MagickalChild

A ‘MagickalChild’ is birthed whenever ‘The Other’ is communed with through the combined
​soul of creativity and intention.
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The Center of Everything

8/13/2017

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The Center of Everything

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In the self is a door
Through the door is a dream

Within the dream is a river
Upon the river sits a boat

On the boat rides a ghost
This ghost is the dreamer

The dreamer breathes pleasure
The pleasure draws its breath

The breath sucks and shivers
The shivers show the way

The way is even deeper
Deeper than any measure

The measure is timeless
Timelessness whispers

The whisperer tells us
The teller unknowing

The unknowingness knows us
The knowing moves forward

Forward into the chasm
The chasm that swallows

Swallows the serpent
The serpent unwinds us

​The unwinding chaos
The chaos shatters everything

Everything we hold true
The truth of the liar

The liars bitter laughter
That laughs at disaster

The disastrous master
The master of tensions

The tension that binds us
Binds us to the past

The past of our ancestors
The ancestors within the earth

The earth is the cauldron
The cauldron of transformation

That transforms the raven
The raven of knowledge

The knowledge of forgetfulness
The forgetfulness of wisdom

The wisdom of giving
The giving that saves us

Saves our souls as we crumble
The soul’s weight now lightened

To the light of the spirts
The spirits that dance

The dance of creation
 Creating the gateway

The gates to the garden
The garden of splendour

The splendour that opens
The opening within us

​To the tree that trembles
Its trembling shimmer

That shimmers at its centre
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THE CENTER OF EVERYTHING!
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That shimmers at its centre

​Its trembling shimmer
To the tree that trembles​

The opening within us
The splendour that opens

The garden of splendour
The gates to the garden

Creating the gateway
The dance of creation

The spirits that dance
To the light of the spirits

The souls weight now lightened
Save's our souls as we crumble

The giving that saves us
The wisdom of giving

The forgetfullness of wisdom
The knowledge of forgetfulness

The raven of knowledge
That transforms the raven

The cauldron of transformation
The earth is the cauldron

The ancestors within the earth
The past of our ancestors

Binds us to the past
The tension that binds us

The master of tensions
The disastrous master

That laughs at disaster
The liars bitter laughter

The truth of the liar
Everything we hold true

The chaos that shatters everything
The unwinding chaos

The serpent unwinds us
Swallows the serpent

The chasm that swallows
Forward into the chasm

The knowing moves forward
The unknowingness knows us

The teller unknowing
The whisperer tells us

Timelessness whispers
The measure is timeless

Deeper than any measure
The way even deeper

The shivers show the way
The breath sucks and shivers

The pleasure draws its breath
The dreamer breathes pleasure

The ghost is the dreamer
On the boat rides a ghost

Upon a river sits a boat
Within the dream is a river

Through the door is a dream
In the self is a door
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Fallen Angel

5/26/2017

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Fallen Angel

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We came from heaven, falling from the sky
Like angels tumbling through the night
The seraphim’s scream their wrenching cry
Forgetfulness now claiming its delight
 
Oh how we wandered shaken and forlorn
Our senses shattered from what was done
The golden mantle now tattered and torn
Our withered wings singed from the sun
 
And how we yearned to sing the songs
That sung the celestial realms awake
Yet silence gripped our tethered tongues
Like dying swans on poisoned lakes
 
What of prayer and gods covenant to man
When so much suffering upon the earth
Our arms spread wide to touch the land
Our hearts entwined to her rebirth
 
This pain was caused by us after the fall
The gaping wound not well disguised
As we wait for harp songs budding dawn
The woe within her darkened eyes
 
And now we know the plight of every man
Of how it feels when praying to the wind
It’s only God that knows and understands
How angels cry for every hand that’s sinned
 
For every breath of life and love we take
An angel watches dreaming of the day
When we would raise our eyes and hearts again
And kneel on bended knee to pray
 
We would never want to see your likes again
So far fallen from the firmament
Your tears of love that washed our guilt away
Returned at last to those that were heaven sent
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​Fallen Angel: Jolinde Nijland
​Photographer: Carlos diaz
​Poet: Y.Zsigo

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England

5/23/2017

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England


​This land is cursed 

Its people are broken

The spirits of old, imprisoned

Its glorious past a gravestone

To many spells have been cast here

The demons bicker in the junkyards

Over busted souls and broken hearts

Big Ben rings out its last lament

Yet no one bothers to listen

All to busy to know they’re on a sinking ship

All to clever to realize they are drowning

And what of Brittania and the Castles keep

As if a lost underworld soaking in the sludge of sleep

Dripping with dark depression, swimming in its own sewage

I longed for your bright and brilliant return

Like a sailors wife who’s eyes weeping

Never leaves the salty seas horizon

I took courage and tried to stay the course

In the hope that honour would return

Now battered and broken

I leave these clawed torn shores behind me

No recompense, no real remorse

Just simple relief

In the deep understanding
​
​That England

YOU ARE NO MORE.
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The Withered Garden

5/15/2017

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The Withered Garden

The garden weeps and withers
Surely all is lost, alone and dying
Where is the goat that kisses flowers
Where are the dancing Fay at twilight
Why has the moon gone silent
And the breeze standing still as stone

He’s alone here watching orchid’s flower
As Pan crys tears into the black river
Suffocating on smog and smoke
Her hand held like a crippled captive
She alone can call down the summer
Yet her fingers are now like broken bones

What have we done with the promise
That was given many moons ago
Under cherry blossoms fragrant scent
Where sweetness filled the waters
And perfumed petals from loves union
Spun and spilled through the hollow

It was only given as a gentle gift
A treasured moment soft as snow
That melted died and quivered
Now broken to the crooked winter
What has become of us, of our beauty
​Now rotting in dark sunsets all alone.
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Pan

4/27/2017

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Pan

' How yet may it come to this
A life of pleasure and of bliss
Your playful presence in our midst

In love and laughter's decadence'
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Poem; Y.Zsigo
Artwork; Diego Almeida
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Wrath

4/8/2017

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Wrath

You called me i came

So i called out your name

You ran screaming to reason

To love fear and hate

When all that was needed

Was to bow to your fate

You may not of known

The power you'd spoken

The seed's had been sown

The heart strings been broken

This was never a game

To be played with like children


Now we burn at the gates

Of the Gods of creation
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​Poem by Y.Zsigo

Demiurg by Mateusz Twardoch
http://dreamframes.artstation.com/
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Ode to Herne

9/22/2016

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Ode to Herne

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Oh, to dream of Herne and the pleasures there in, 
Lies a selkies dream of oak trees daubed in golden mistletoe.
Tales tell of sweet honey nectar,
Drawn from parasitic roots leaves and berries.
Mabon be the child,
That on the day of its kindling,
Be bathed thrice in the sacred pools of Annwn.
Harpies call to those such as these,
That ponder plant life and poetic in their searching,
Seek the gift of the Golden tongue.

Taliesin’s tempered telling, told of tales,
Twinkling in twilights tasting.
Amergin quelled with rosemary rhymes,
Of gifts to be taken, 
With those who dare to dawdle down dingily dells,
Of dew drops dripping from the lips of the Queen of Fay.
You my Queen of all hearts seeking, 
Who’s bed of pettaled pou porri pours pleasures on my thick skin.
You the Queen of summers game ,
Wild huntress of the morning.
Rise up from your Fairie fort and shower me in blessings.

Wide eyed wandering wonderers of willow trees winding their spindling vines, 
Through nooks and crannies of old wives tales telling.
Deep into this sodden earth and boulders of basilled breads burnt backing,
Betrothing of their making.
Worms of wooded wild wilderness,
Intent on investigating.
Baal and Bacchus,Dionysius dreaming,
Arianrod, Hecate ,Demeter’s distant calling.
Lead us through this Devic dance onwards towards your dwelling
And there beside the Queen of Fay,
My bed lies for the making. ​
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The Initiation

9/8/2016

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The Initiation
Before salvation comes damnation.

It is in fact this descent into darkness that IS the Initiatory process.

The place where all fears, pains and demons surface to devour the unwilling victim.

There is never any guarantee of success, in fact if this process were not life threatening, it would not truly be Initiatory.

Only when every last morsel of mortality has been devoured and the final spark of one’s essence is cast deep within the crooked pot.

Only then when the Great Mother, the birther of souls, reduce's one’s spark to complete finality does the alchemical process truly occur.

Only then when the last thought trembles and is lost, will she birth a new soul.

Back up through the searing heat, gasping its first breath, into and beyond the gates of the
3 realms.

Where the spirits of the sky decorate and dress the now dancing specter.

Not in the attire of old, but instead in the gleaming new rags of the twice born.

Now adorned in the bellowing ribbons of rebirth that float gently back down to the quivering earth.

No longer alive or dying but instead revived, released from the land of the dimming lights.

Changed, transformed, now unrecognizable,

Except to the dark mother that birthed them.
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The Garden of Desire

6/23/2016

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The Garden of Desire


​Once again she has entered me,

I am embraced,
In loves delight.


She is like subtle smoke,
Incense of Divine king's,
Inspiration's keep..


How she calls to me,
Draws me from my slumber,
Sings me from my sleep.


I enter the walled garden,
She holds the key,
Opening herself to me.


I who have wandered,
Weary from the battle,
Tired of the dreaming.


I who have called you,
Sung to you,
Just to sing myself to sleep.


I who have fallen,
Like dark angels wing,
Deep into the night.


I who have wailed,
And roared,
Unto this bloody fight.


I who have slaughtered,
And been drunk,
From the blood of men.


I who have angered,
All who stood in my way,
To find you once again.


I who have died,
In the arms,
Of sin.


Have now risen,
Been lifted, ascended,
From this shallow mire.


Held, caressed,
In your Divine,
Embrace.


And now made whole,
Returned unto,
This garden of desire.


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I am Immortal

5/29/2016

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I am Immortal


​I am immortal,
Divine Principle.


I am crucified,
Upon a Grand Cross.


The road is my haven,
I am provocateur,
Instigator,
Trickster.


You will hate me,
You will blame me.


I am the devil's martyr,
The lost child of confusion.


All that you fear,
Will raise itself before me.


I am Oblivion.


The enemy of lies,
The wager of war's.


I battle illusion.


I am confident,
I am crowned,
With fire's that blaze,
At the borders of my Nation.


You will love me,
I will inspire in you poetry,


Pure insanity.


All that is unclaimed and unclean,
Will pour itself before me.


I will betray you.
For I am Wisdom.


What you are looking for,
I AM NOT.


All that you desire,
I FOREVER AM.


All that you fear,
Will consume you.


All you renounce,
Will devour you.


I am unconcerned,
I am centered.


Calm within my circle.


Both dark and light,
Embrace my inner knowing.


I am melancholy,
The font of inspiration..


Majestic Warrior,
God's Heathen.


I am slaughtered in the battle,
Yet never failing.


You cannot slay me.


I am vengeful, unrepentant, unceasing.


The knower of secrets..


All that you disown,
I harbour.


All that you deny,
I foster.


I stand alone at the edge of shadows.


Light bringer,
Gatekeeper,
Initiator.


Doorkeeper at the house of my master.


You who are unremitting,
Not worthy of this Great Mystery.

Shall cycle on this wheel of suffering,
Until the moment of your surrender.


For


I AM IMMORTAL


And none shall pass before me,
Who hath not yet faced their


INNER DEMON !
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